Ruled by anger again
I’m still ruled with my anger today. Sigh! It’s not really good as it brings burden within me. And right now, I feel the pain on my back and on my chest. I’m doing my best to control my temper and have patience all the time. I don’t know why I’m like this. Good thing, I’m born as a female because if God made me as a male, I guess I’ll be in trouble always. Sigh! Now, this is the reason why God made me this way. Anyhow, I’ll do my best to change this attitude of mine. I don’t want my baby to see me like this. It’s not good for him to follow my impatience in everything. Sigh! What a life!